It has been a year since my first appointment with my first reproductive endocrinologist. A year! Its funny because people would tell me "relax it'll happen when you finally move in with B" NOPE. "relax, it'll happen if you just relax" NOPE. (smile if you're reading this and you've said it)
I will tell you that prayer has gotten me through. The Scriptures tell us that "HE knows the desires of our heart." I am always careful not to pray about frivolous things.
We'll have our first insemination sometime next month. Its no fault of either of us, its just the way things worked out. Insurance does not cover the procedure, but we've been blessed with the financial means to proceed. See thats where God makes a way for you. If this doesn't work out and we have to go to the next level, God has made a provision for us that we don't have to worry about saving for IVF as so many couples do. Hopefully it won't get to that point, but we're prepared if it does, which only comes from praying for God to give us strength.

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